Tell me something sweet to get me by

Cause I hate that you left without hearing the words that I needed you to

HA-HA. It doesn't matter anymore.

I'm done trying. Sucky week yes it is.

Too much infuriating stuffs going on. Yes, too effking much.

I HAVE FEELNGS, THEY HAVE FEELINGS, ALL OF US HAVE FEELINGS OKAY? f*ck.

  bitches, HAVE SOME SELF-REFLECTION ON YOURSELF WOULDN'T KILL BEFORE YOU GO TALK SHITS AND INTERUPT PEOPLE'S LIFE. OH AND BEFORE YOU UTTER YOUR STUPID AND IDIOTIC WORDS TO ME.

  I wish I could slap all of them in the face. Trust me, I would if I could.

Hey soul sister

Oh yeah. :P

Today was.. a pleasant day? Thank god for that. So I was alone in class today. Alone as in, Seri and Jane were missing in action, so I'm all alone. Thanks to Landay and Dodo for making my day less lonely? ex oh ex oh :) I somehow enjoyed physics class today! Haha Teacher Saw was hillarious. Did 3 experiments during Chemistry class, nothing much though. Wait, except for one thing la, got extra 5 marks for US1 due to some pointless reason. Hm also had choir practice for MAK, which will be falling on the 9th April. I got things to say here but due to my stml 24/7 symptom, I.. forgot everything.  Omg okay this update so lame man, pftt bah I'm done updating. *hides face*


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"you say it best, when you say nothing at all"

it's the baby song again

awesomeeeeeeeeeeeee x

WARGH!

What can I say more?

Jane Seri Landay I couldn't stop thinking bout itttttt! 

Fuck.

Dad made my day worse. Thanks for scolding and blamming me FOR NO F*CKING REASON. I understand okay, I really do. You got your work, and I got my school too okay? One thirty IS one thirthy. It's not me who came out late, it's you who came too early! What the heck. Just inform me if you don't wanna pick me up next time. I rather stayback with the drama people oh.

Shit today just plain SUCKS.

I NEED SOMEONE TO LET ALL THIS SHITS OUTTA MY MIND.

Hot hot hot hot hot hot

I'm saying bout the weather, just in case you thought something else.

40 x 8 = 320 of sejarah Qs? 

yuck, it's making me sick literally. the weather lagi, bitch betul. 

2 out of 320. that's all I managed, since just now.

tsk rajin betul ba kau ni sul, haihs.

My heart it flows with pride so I say

i miss doing things i like i miss doing things i love i miss doing things i like i miss doing things i love

i miss doing things i like i miss doing things i love i miss doing things i like i miss doing things i love

i miss doing things i like i miss doing things i love i miss doing things i like i miss doing things i love

i miss doing things i like i miss doing things i love i miss doing things i like i miss doing things i love

i miss doing things i like i miss doing things i love i miss doing things i like i miss doing things i love

Dearest daddy, where's that damn thing you mentioned? Waiting sucks okay.

bang bang bang my head on the wall

... I'm bored. 

Text me or anything?

nyum-mmm :\

formspring.com

Lie in the grass, next to the mausoleum.

Tick tock tick tock

You just wait, ok? W-W-aaait. Muahaha.


:P

Everybody lies. It sucks.

My heart feel a bit more lighter (?) and less burden after telling you about that somethin' somethin'. Not entirely the whole story but yeah, thanks for listening babe.

ps. Sorry to say, Alice in Wonderland was boring.

I'm like baby baby baby ohhhhhh!

 What the heck. That song is stuck in my head. So that's make me one of his fan too? AHAH, I don't mind. Neutral feelings towards this dude, love his songs though.

Rubina Mary Charles <3

Aaaahhhh this reminds me of.. Bakat Convent! Result's only after holiday. T___T I wonder why. If only they just tell us BEFORE the holiday, then people who manage would have time to practice for Bakat Interact.

*fingers crossed*

Can't face this focus at heart.

"I don't want to go back,

to just being one half of the equation

do you understand what I'm sayin'?"

I just thought you should know

One week of holiday and I haven't done anything yet. To be frank,  I was so ashamed last night. Ashamed of how dumb I can be. Fuck. No matter how I struggle for it, it's just so hard for me to get the suitable marks for that particular subject. I'm thinking of giving up my dreams of becoming doctor. Wait. That's not my dream. Never was. 

 Worse come to worst, I'll choose pharmacy. But. Yes there's a huge but behind everything huh?

Can I manage? That's what I'm worrying about. I don't wanna end up taking course I don't like and not familiar with just like, sorry to say, my sister. I don't know, it seems like she's enjoying what she's doing now. 

Sigh.

"You don't think about that first, when the time comes then baru you think. Okay? Focus on what you're doing now, which is SPM." - mom

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The link for comment just won't appear no matter how many times I did the settings. Blehhh.

ps. HOW TO UPLOAD VIDEO IN BLOGGER? ):

Bak kata pepatah, rambut merupakan mahkota wanita.

TO CUT OR NOT TO CUT?

*PARANOID MUCH*

i want my fringe length just like that *points up*

note to self - no bang business please

copy, paste, delete.

Deleted weebly, I found it useless when I keep on updating here. So yeah, I'm completely back! :) Before I deleted it, I read back all those posts and decided to copy paste my resolutions this year. Just a reminder for myself.

- Use my time wisely
- Grow taller! (pft is it even possible?)
- STUDY EFFING HARD
- NO MORE FAILING
- Pay full attention in class, no more sleeping business.
- Avoid class skipping- Be active, but at the same time.. make it less. No more suffering man. sweat
- LESS ONLINE
- Improve the amateur photography skills
- Take more awesome pictures!
- MAKE IMPROVEMENT FOR PANDU PUTERI TO BE BETTER THAN BEFORE!
- Be more strict but flexible at the same time.
- NO GAINING & LOSING WEIGHT. Stay the same the whole yeaar.
- Be an obedient daughter. Okay this is hard.
- ALWAYS FOCUS AND DON'T GET DISTRACT EASILY.
- Be more... organized.
- THINK before I do anything to prevent regrets.
- Don't spend $$$ on ununnecessary things
- SAVE AND EARN MONEY
- Always get myself prepared before anything happens.
- LESS ON THE PROCRASTINATING BUSINESS
- Learn to be more patient to be a better person :P
- Learn to drive ie. get myself a driving lisence
- Nikon D3000
- get a new phone
- Great achievements for SPM 

There's never an easy way to break a heart

One day, you most probably will say.. "What the hell was I thinking/doing?"

and also start realizing that everything is

NOT WORTH IT, AT ALL.

Right? Trust me.

Oi.

Endlessly to be true to you

Bakat Convent 

It makes me realize the fact that everyone can sing. 

singing in front of the crowd was, suprisingly awesome. it's been ages since my primary school years, haha.

all in all, saingan yang sangat hebat.

ps. I wish Jane was there too.

Can we pull through this avalanche?

we see what's up ahead, why do we stay? watchin' us fading?

trapped in, by regret.

there's no way out, and there's no way in, no.

and it's so cold, I'm not sure just how much longer I can hold.

Or am I a page in your history book?

You are so hard to read

You play hide-and-seek

With your true intentions,
If you're only playin' games,
I'll just have to say.
A b-b-b-bye, b-b-b-bye.

Ngam?

"This will allow you to break through the barrier that has been keeping the real feelings locked up within you."

pfftttttttttttttttt. why oh why. 

Daily Horoscope: March 11, 2010

If it feels like the whole world is against you or that nothing can go right, take a deep breath and look to the future. You're going through a brief phase of trouble that can't last much longer.

• Compatibility: Aries
• Mood: Relieved
• Lucky Color: Copper
• Lucky Number: 93
• Lucky Time of Day: 11pm 
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• I FEEL SO PATHETIC. AND EMO. AND LAZY. AND WORRY. AND NERVOUS. AND EVERYTHING.
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• sigh

It keeps me thinking, and thinking, and thinking..

and thinking, and thinking, and thinking, and more thinking.. sighs.

it's 0141, and i'm trying to finish my sej workbook which have to be submit up later. BLAHHHH the horror!

notes pun belum mula, mati lah ni nanti.

):

i hate how things gone wrong like this.

Glory glory SM St Francis Convent

WE WON 3RD PLACE FOR MSSD MARCHING COMPETITION! 

:D

ahhhh I still think La Salle deserve at least a placing, cos they were good! 

And I think they were even better than us! Seriously. Thank you for the cheerings, you guys totally rock for making our day day day.

anyways, great job all! x 

Gonna miss all the marching moments, the people, competitions and practices after this for sure :')

It skipped a beat and there I go, secretly smiling on the inside.

No worries, that particular moment will always be remembered, thanks. :)

TELL ME WHY

It's just so fucking hard to get the idea of someone, pffttt I don't play with riddles okay.

WHAT AN IMPACT HUH?

Damn.

Dubidubidubappa

 

Gee, must it really on 00:00?

(:

sjkhdimissyoufjbsfjldifkdsj

 

i was totally dumbfounded during agama test

Who am I?

"I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow,
A wave tossed in the ocean,
A vapor in the wind.
Still you hear me when I'm calling,
Lord, you catch me when I'm falling,
And you've told me who I am.
I am yours."

Not because of what I've done, but because of who you are.

you're not the only one

OMG I'M FINALLY DONE WITH ZE TESTTTT!

\m/

thank god I survived the 3 days of.. hell? Yeah eventhough it's just a test.

But. I gotta feeling that. I sucked most of 'em.

Bah, what's next? I. need. a. break.

Confusions

T______T 

ARGH I HATE THIS KIND OF FEELINGS, HATE IT HATE IT HATE ITTTT.

f I can't concentrate.

never-endingssss

TEST FOR 3 DAYS
GIRL GUIDES' AMAZING RACE PREPARATIONS
MSSD MARCHING COMPETITION
BAKAT CONVENT

anything else? cos my brain can't stand any shets anymore, it's about to burst anytime soon.

HOLIDAY IS NEEDED ASAP.