Greater things are yet to come, greater things are still to be done.

hiatus mode : on

ttfn :)

Selamat Hari Raya in advance!

"balik kampung, oh oh oh balik kampunggg~~"

Yeaps, I'm going back Lahad Datu tomorrow, dad's side kampung. So it's midnight now, and still on my way packing all my stuff. Clothes, baju raya, tudung, towel, accesories, shoes, sandal, handphone, books, camera!, chargers, laptop, undergarments :P, toiletries, etc and what not. Such a nuisance, totally. And my nose is feeling real itchy, I think because of all the dust. :/

And that is why I'm here, blogging? This going to be my last post I think, as I know that there will be no time for me to blog & gonna forbid myself to online. Umm wait, make it less-online then, haha. Our school is having one month of exam; including excel & school's final exam, how great. So after this i'm going on HIATUS. I don't know how many times I said that in my previous post, but whatevs. This is gonna be the officialliest(word not exist) one ever. Whatever it means.

Moving on, tomorrow will be last day of Ramadan month! How time flies huh? Enjoy while it last people, haha. I know I will. :P And the next day? You know what occasion (: RAYA! or Bulan Syawal just so you know.

Since I will not gonna be online for four days straight and before I go back to my dusty chamber with my dusty stuffs, I would like to wish all my muslim & non-muslim friends, bloggers, people out there who happens to come across this bloggie of mine;

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI,

MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIINN!

xoxo

May god bless ya'll abundantly... :)

p.s : To Konea, all the best in your upcoming competition! Have faith babe (:

p.p.s : Ann, whatever happened, remember you still have US okay? Cheer up darling, love you.

off - 0030am

Smile even though it's breaking. Pfft that song. :P

it's finger lickin' good~

Having KFC for sungkai, yipee yay yay? Hmm fatsss. Darn I'm effin' hungry now, counting down; 1 more hours to go. HAH.

Tomorrow gonna be holiday! Syiok. But I just don't get it why, whatevs. As long as there is holiday, I'm greatful enough. Going back to LD the day after tomorrow, hmmmm. I think this year raya gonna be the same as previous years, no fun at all. Except for coming back KK to celebrate with friends, that's more like it.

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morbid? maybe it's just me.

Cool song GD, dont fucking care what other think 'bout your song..:)

You have been thought that there is something wrong with you and that you are imperfect, but there isn't and you're not.

"Where there is love, there is pain"

I'd like to apologize for all the emo posts, status and whatsoever sayings that came from me. It's been tough. Real tough. Tougher than anything I could've imagine. Learnt alot from these couple of days, and seriously it sucks like hell. Can't concentrate on anything, even when I'm watching tv, taking my shower, sleep, having my sahur and sungkai, having lesson in class...tried to pretend everythings gonna be okay, tried to smile and laugh acting normal in front of others, but sorry to say I was senyum kambing-ing

Let's just let it out and be frank here. Started to feel guilty when there's a time you've been emo about something, i think it was about how nobita did the arrangement of our seats. It was at the main hall during recess, and i was at the koperasi hanging out, and was approaching you with "hey nerd :DDD" remember? haha. I don't think you remember that, then after that of course you said hey back but still with the sad face and looking at me weirdly. WEIRDLY, like it was not you. I'm not expert in describing it, but yeah weird. shivers.

I think I hang out with Landay too much and made you sad or should i say the J word? haha no bah. So from that moment onwards, i was afraid that u hates me and feeling guilty and was trying to keep a distance with landay...but i guess i failed? whatevs. And so, I thought I think too much and moving on with life UNTIL you post about the thing you accidentally read something that you should'nt have read..

Then I started wondering bout it and yeah i suspected something that i think it was about me and landay again? ngghh.. So i pretend everything's normallll. And kinda forgot bout all this guilt thing when we were hanging out HAPPILY on last Sunday. :) It was fun that night, I really enjoyed you guys' company. Was looking forward to go school the next day cause i was really in a good mood. And you know what made my day more on Monday? The moment you came to the main hall & hugged me. Only god knows how I felt that time. ♥

About the you think i hate you misunderstanding shit, if you really wanna know, it was Landay who told me about it. Sorry landay babe don't kill me after this. :x If it's about the conversation that you've read, I am very sorry. Whatever that was written there was not like what you think it was. Don't get it wrong babe. Sorry for making you feel pierced, maybe i just don't have enough patience. I know, who am I to stop you for being jealous right? The only thing I want you to know that they care and love you nerd, always be. Well so do I okay? There's nothing to be jealous when I'm with her cause' she will always be yours bah don't worry. :P Okay that was just a pure joke even if it's not funny. And I'm sorry for being suck at taking all those pics, don't be mad k? muackksss.


Everything's gonna be alright hopefully, don't worry. MAKMUR babe? YES YES. It's here, waiting for you to eat them. You'll get it tomorrow, I promise. ♥

*HUGS*

I might as well just go die cause it hurts so much.

SORRY

at times, i really feel like an outsider.. but maybe i am afterall.

It kills inside.

I never thought that it's gonna be like that. The word HATE has never come across to this friendship. NEVER. I hope you knw that and I'm really, really sorry, evnthough i'm kinda clueless at some point. But please, don't ever think such way. :/

SORRY babe

i am truly sorry. u know i love u, always.

sigh

It's perpetual bliss.

I found this from you-know-where and I would like to post it up here especially

FOR MY BABES. <3

thanks for everything, really.

♥ YOU GUYS.

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before that,

definitely gonna remember those days, teacher!

xoxo

对不起。

the pictures says it all. i think i'm going for hiatus too.

whatevs. nobody cares anyway.

i couldn't care less anymore, so bye for now.

?

RIGHT.

I'm feeling it every now and then

fcuk, is it just me or i'm feeling so much for the guilt now?

this is very disturbing :(

Hey, little chica from Guadeloupe~

"It's like I waited for ya forever
And I know this might sound insane
But it won’t be long (?)
Till we're gonna take this up"

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Gah.


Too much for the input, can't take it no more. It's just TOO COINCIDENCE. I feel like screaming to the top of my lungs.


Another thing, I feel really bad when my mind races back to that situation.



p/s: truly sorry.

edit: no no no baby I'm not emo.

Love, was just a word before you showed it to me.

Through misplaced words, and a sinking feeling. . .

I got carried away.

So what we gonna have, dessert or disaster? 70 baby! :D

Hey peepols! :D Guess what?

I DID NOT FAIL MY PHYSIC!

And in fact got a quite satisfying marks for it, mwahahaha. Awesomest feeling EVER.

You know why? cause' I studied :P Studied physics the whole night instead of studying sej totally paid off huh? XD

All thanks to Miss Wong, for the last minute explanation one day before test, Zid, Seri & MY EFFORT.

& I'm gonna strive better than this next time, hopefully. :)

Shit happens, so flow with it? Hell no.

hello september; please be good, alright?

x