'cause when that happens, something inside me shuts off.

hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii

i'm here, just to fill up the abandoned space. 

.....

i got nothing to say actually, wtf? this is dope.

excel is in 2 more days. SPM is in 104 days. 

k i have something already, i guess? so here goes

I hate how unmotivated I am now

I hate goodbyes

I wish I could turn back time

I feel dumb and stupid all the time

I love my phone now, thanks mom. for giving me the chance to get rid of minimo. My life is so much better without it

I hate myself for pretending too much

When i say i'm not, then i'm not. please acting like you know everything

It's nice having blogger cos I don't think i'll be posting something like this in tumblr

Please ask me what I wanna do or be after spm, NOT expecting and ordering me to do what you guys want me to do. - Medic? you got to be kiddin' me i don't think i'm smart enough for that. At least just ask?

Gonna start fasting tmr

Oh. Riko Suenaga - pleasure to meet you today :) emeh i want pictures

this is not an excuse, but i got no place to study properly. sorry, but i can't wait for you to leave my house. stop acting like my family owe you puhlease. TTM betul kamu ni kan. fuck

i should stop wasting time now, k bye


will i ever be enough?