Sunday, February 28, 2010

stml much?

Omo. I was on my dashboard just now, and saw "displaying one of two blogs", realising that I once owned a so called photoblog.

& now it's abondened by me. So kesian man, aish.

I don't wanna keep abandoning you dear bloggie, but how to delete a blog in blogger oh?



shets. no comments section and cbox. No one could help me now. GUHRATE.

If only I know.


oh forgedit. I'm missing Johor already. 


 We're teenagers. We're still learning. Shit happens. We cheat, we lie, we criticize, we fight over stupid things. We fall in love and end up getting hurt. We bitch, bitch, BITCH. We bitch about bitches being bitches. We party till dawn, we drink till we pass out. We hate people for no reason, we call each other names. We stay up late having deep conversations, or stay up late just to THINK. We go out and have a kick ass time with our friends and THOSE WILL BE THE MEMORIES. One day that's going to all pass. You can waste your time focusing on all the bad things, but one day you're gonna wish you were still a teenager. So make the most of what you have now, forget all the bullshit and drama and LIVE YOUR FUCKING LIFE WITH A SEXY SMILE ON YOUR FACE.

via tumblr

Saturday, February 27, 2010

My sanity is paper thin

shets. I haven't touch any other books except for Sejarah's.


what I did today
- woke up at 7.10am
- get ready for the career talk
- skipped breakfast
- went to Donggongon
- went to the wrong place instead, blame the map!
- arrived in some skim pinjaman whatsoever building
- listened to talks till 1pm
-  they gave us kfc for free (nyum)
- 1.30pm went to kolombong
still reading huh?
- met up with mom and sibs
- roamed around kolombong giant
- bought chocolate waffle (nyum)
- reloaded my credits
- had more roamings
- went back with dad seperately from mom & sibs
- took a nap
- woke up
- shower
- dinner

and here I am not doing my revision, but online.

yay? 100%.. doom. 

 randomly saying - a black cardigan, is all I need now.


Friday, February 26, 2010

oh yeah yeah yeah

"VERY PANAS BA" - One of the reason I can't study.

\m/ :p

Thursday, February 25, 2010

Nothing to do, nowhere to be


I'm perfectly lonely,
I'm perfectly lonely,
I'm perfectly lonely..
'Cause I don't belong to anyone,
Nobody belongs to me.
oh yeah.

Why don't you said so?

"Clouds of sulfur in the air,
Bombs are falling everywhere,
It's heartbreak warfare,
Once you want it to begin,
No one really ever wins,
In heartbreak warfare.."

Disappointment has a name, it's heartbreak warfare. 

Wednesday, February 24, 2010


Maroon 5


 It's not right, not okay. 

 "I never knew perfection till,
I heard you speak, and now it kills me,
Just to hear you say the simple things,
Now waking up is hard to do,
And sleeping is impossible too,
Everything is reminding me of you.
What can I do?"

I want you to be a constant

having this all the time, uhh sucks.  

Monday, February 22, 2010

Cos I can predict what will happening

I don't like it that way too, you know?
So please have it your way then.

Saturday, February 20, 2010

Pretending is not my thing.

Went to Masterskill's Open Day just now, and I finally know my blood type after 17 years of living! (:

Group B+, yes my blood belongs to that group. I wish for AB, you know, the universal recipient? heh.


I can't log in to facebook! Ugh. Sorry Adelia for keeping you waiting, but facebook sucks for this moment, what more the chatbox?

Darn. ):

Friday, February 19, 2010


Purut's CNY open house was good, I enjoyed the fireworks, love her huge residence and all.

but the fun didn't really continue after the first 3 hours hm? Thanks to you, for always screwing up everything. YES, ALWAYS.

Do you know that I got very fed up with you already?

Don't think I forgot bout what happened during my primary 6. I swear to you there's a whole lot more things that you had screwed up but that's the clearest memory so far bout how you being so pro of screwing up EVERYTHING.

What is wrong with you man? Are you sick or something? No, seriously. Are you?

Even mom doesn't know what's wrong with you. Even mom admitted that she's scared of your behaviour. Not only her, everyone okay? You are so weird. VERY WEIRD.

I hate your moodswings. I despise it. We despise it. EVERYBODY IN THIS HOUSE HATES IT, don't you know that?

When you're in good mood, it was like heaven. I love it so much. But when it goes to the other way round, it feels like HELL man. HELL!

I wish I can drive, I wish I have driving license. Sometimes, I just wish to be.. free. I wish for freedom. Sometimes, I wish I've finish my highschool and own my OWN house, money, car and everything so that I can do whatever I want without seeking you guys' permission. Sometimes, I feel like running away from this house. Sometimes.. I just wish to be.. like other girls. You get me? You get me kah?! UGH.

oh and sometimes, I just need to swear.

Dear mummy, sorry for the screaming and yelling through the phone just now. You know the situation also kan? We both just so f*cked up hm? Another reason for me to feel bad, sorry again. Love you.

And to friends (you guys know who you are), sorry for all the trouble just now, and thanks for everything. x

I just wish you could be more understanding, that's all.




it's Si ling's birthday! (: babe, sheng ri kuai le! Omg you're seventeeeeeen. It's been so long since we've been apart, missing you guys so much la. )':

okay cut the crap, enjoy you're birthday yeah! I love you. See you next year, hopefully.


I hate myself for creating too much blogs. ie blogger, tumblr and weebly.
& OH. what's with people with their GLEE profile pics nowadays?

Thursday, February 18, 2010



ps. you really can't trust anyone nowadays. YES. ANYONE.


love me yes love me no


no, i'm not over it yet.

rap it out yo

We all need somebody that we can lean on,
when you wake up look around and see that your dreams gone,
when the earth quakes we’ll help you make it through the storm,
when the floor breaks a magic carpet to stand on,
we are the world united by love so strong,
when the radio isn’t on you can hear the songs,
a guided light on the dark road your walking on,
a sign post to find the dreams you thought was gone,
someone to help you move the obstacles you stumbled on,
someone to help you rebuild after the rubble’s gone,
we are the world connected by a common bond,
Love the whole planet sing it along.

—  We Are The World 25 for Haiti

Wednesday, February 17, 2010

baby baby baby ohhhhh crap

grumbling tummy I'm having now, f. 

p m s u c k s t h e h e l l o u t o f m e



thumbs up, love her artwork. & she's only 15! argh. AWESOME.

p m s

why do people who's having p m s always tend to have bad moodswing, fucking emotional, think stupid things alot and all ah?

lonely, heartbroken and stooooopid. Am I really that..  ugh f*ck nevermind.

ps. don't you Kanye me or I will Chris Brown you and Tiger Woods your mother

thanks a whole lot, FRIEND.

Ain't no use don't ask me why


i wanna be happy just for once

Tuesday, February 16, 2010

blah blah blah

Every word feels like a shooting star,
I'm at the edge of my emotions,
Watchin' the shadows burning in the dark.

Everywhere I'm looking now, I'm surrounded by your embrace.

the lines just suddenly popped out in mind, hm weird.

before that, I'd like to express my deep condolences to Mel & her family for their precious lost. Stay strong & take care babe, we love you. <3

Currently waiting for time to pass by, till it strike 10.30! Then imma get ready. To lazy to do anything except for online to kill time evethough there are tons of things I need to do. such as. homeworks? duh, study, heck ujian in 2 weeks time, pandu puteri! Aaahh this one lagi la banyak I have to do :( Shit.

IDEAS, I need ideas. Fellow AJKs, please? Planning all those stuff by myself? omg no way man. I have no experiance on doing camp, treasure hunt, blah blah those activities man, NO. Thank god there are Seri, Jimah, Eileen, Landy for giving me those ideas.


I'll try to complete the list of name by tonight la. Bye.

It's been lasted for god knows how long

I can't sleep! AGAIN. It's 0314 now by the way, and I was forcing myself to sleep just now. And obviously, epic failed.

Ugh I hate this. Why is this insomnia syndrome attacking? ftard.

Most probably because of:
- the Mocha I had just now
- mosquitoes keep bitting me up! Where the heck they came from again?
- my mind was not concentrating on sleeping, but on THINKING. Think and think and think and THINK.
- you? Don't make me hate you man.

But I never told you, what I should have said. No I never told you, I just held it in.

Monday, February 15, 2010

Queen of my heart

one of my favourite. I somehow think that there are some lines suitable for graduation & separation moment haha. I wanna make video using this song for class 2010! You'll see.

I'll always look back, as I walk away. This memory will last for eternity, and all of our tears, will be lost in the rain. When I find my way back, to your arms again. But until that day, you know you are, the queen of my heart (:

What if?

Don't know what tomorrow brings, but i'm still hoping. 

Percy Jackson & The Lightning Thief

Watched it with the sibs just now. Saw sooo many familiar faces! Or shall I say the people I know were everywhere at 1B. Gah, awkward much.

Saw Azu too! omg. I miss her, too bad she was with someone just now, or else I can hug her or something hehe. Good to see you Zu! :)

Percy Jackson was hot. Look like Zac Efron oh. & Annabeth looks like Selina Gomez.

Logan Lerman as Percy Jackson ;) HMM.

Alexandra Daddario (nice name) as Annabeth


Jake Abel as Luke

that's all peeps! damn, go watccccch! Trust me, worth every single of your $$$.

We’re all damaged in our own way. Nobody’s perfect. I think we are all somewhat screwy, every single one of us.

- Johnny Depp

Completely lost when I'm with you

it's not the goodbye that hurts, but the flashbacks that follow.

Promises keep you lying. all the time.

Never make a DECISION when you're ANGRY. Never make a PROMISE when you're HAPPY.

never ever man, you geddit?

The flashback that kills

I couldn’t stand to be in that place,
I was just about to leave, when I saw your face;
You were laughing at me with your beautiful mouth,
You said, ‘You’re looking miserable, do you want to get out?

The sky is the daily bread of the eyes.

wassup everyone? :)

Darn. I miss blogging in blogger. Shets.