Sunday, May 30, 2010


baaaaah, look at your right side landay > ;) you gotta love me for this. 

Pet's Sweet 16.

I mean... hahahahaha. Syiqin's Sweet 16 bah. :p

ze gorgeous one

It was a garden theme party @ Shangri-La Tanjung Aru Resort

candeeeds. this was during musical chair i think

date of the day - Samipoo

more in facebook, syiqin's and chia's profile (:

Saturday, May 29, 2010

free b*tch baby

too bad, cause


Friday, May 28, 2010

please, just cut it out.

my head hurts. badly.


issit because I keep consuming nescafe like there's no tomorrow.. or it's because of getting too much sleep? i'm great in bed, like seriously.

dang. i think i'll go get some more sleep now.


or issit because of the unsolved conflict?

it's because of your bloody text message

that made me wants to cry. there, I've said it.

it's nobody's fault lah, really. i've warned you bout my sensitivity right? HAH.

it's too high, sorry.

i wish i could explain

Thursday, May 27, 2010

301th post.

shesh. didn't expect the 300th would be so emo? pfft. was waiting for the 300th post and make it special than usual. but i guess it's not happening and wouldn't be that special anymore.

whatever it is, thank god i have the courage to be completely honest this time.

but the answer is yes.

thank you for noticing, you were so close to that. but yet? you just couldn't care I guess.

Maybe I should really stop my naturality being caring too much and 'nice'. no boasting intended but yes. should really stop that habit of mine.

I acted too much like a fool.

.. so don't blame me for being cold, cruel, arrogant, bitchy, and acting like a stranger.

i am done believing  

cause you're the apple to my pie?


Got to spend my time today in school instead of going to the rehearsal! Thank god the rehearsal was cancelled, woots! Was so happy. Well, it's my last year celebrating teacher's day for highschool alright?

Am glad that the music turn out good today, everyone was pleased? Sort of. I can see that most of them like the songs and all. Thanks to Konea darling for the CDs burning, remixes and techno songs also not forgetting the awesome PA system people, Farah and Michelle ;) 

Okay people with their DSLRs today, I want picturessss! Upload it faster in facebook, quick quick quick!

All in all, I'm feeling satisfied today. And that's what matters most yo.

School holiday officially starts tomorrow, and we have addmaths project and.. uhm 7 bloody essays to be done? Great. Juuuuust great. Anyone have any idea how to do the addmaths folio? Wasn't in class bah. Too cool for attending classes. NOT. I don't feel so holiday-ish anymore. Despite all that, interactors are going school for IU Day preparations! Aaaahhhh 3 weeks of holiday is certainly not enough. 

Speaking of IU Day, it will be held during this school holiday! It's going to be on the 19th June at Palm Square, Centre Point from 11am till 3pm. Do come and support ya'll! Oh god, we so need to win this time. COME COME COME! Convent will be representing Greece this year (: 

Attending Syiqin's Sweet 16 party tomorrow night, and.. uhm the choir performance for Malaysia Inovatif thingy in UMS on saturday. Busy buzz buzz~ I. need. a. break. Let's have kitkat! Hahahaha pffft. :p

off for now, happy holiday peeps. X

not now i guess. i'm not prepared

Wednesday, May 26, 2010

mad oh snap - I don't deserve that section.

nuff said. 
... been thinking, and thinking.. and more thinking. That's sorta my thought. :\


oh, another thing.
you. stop being so selfish already, keep your words once you had already promised okay? i'm tired of everything, tired of tolerating with you and your bullshits. reflect yourself once for a while please and thank you. it's not nice being like that you know?

hello holiday, come to me baby. 

Sunday, May 23, 2010

Naive huh? Not.

It’s really depressing and upsetting when you can’t get the thing you NEED so much (it’s not about want, it’s a need for me) when all you do is keep admiring and getting jealous of people who have it, when all you do is keep day-dreaming like fuck about you holding it with your hands knowing that it’s all yours, when all you can do is just keep thinking that you can do so much better compare to what you have now, when all you do is just waiting for the day to come without knowing when, when you keep hoping for the magical moment to come, when what you can only do is keeping the faith and hope, when there are times you feel like giving up on your dreams and passion, when there are times that you feel so useless keep thinking that you wanna own that bloody thing, when you keep blaming yourself for choosing the wrong thing at the first place, when everytime you mention about it over and over again but keep getting no respond from them, when you keep saying the same thing over and over again when we talk about it but taking zero action on it, when ALL YOU CAN ONLY DO IS KEEP COMFORTING YOURSELF BY SAYING “IT’S OK, BE PATIENT BLAH BLAH BLAH SHITS, when all you can do is keep pretending that you’re okay, keep lying to yourself that everything’s fine, and act cool like a total fool.
It hurts. Like really hurts that you could hardly describe it through words.
Give up? Fuck that. I’m determined with this from the beginning, and it’s hard to let go something that you love so much. Fuck no I’m giving up.
Stop with all the nevermind and it’s okay already, I’m done fooling myself. So now what? Let it out by typing these JUST. NOT. ENOUGH. I feel like crying. Ahhhhhhhh bodoh la kau. Can’t believe this thing is giving me such impacts. Like what the heck man? Macam la boleh mati kan kalau teda tu benda? 

I don't know, it's just.. important. to me, myself and i. 

Whoever reading this, do not asume and act like you know about what’s going on eventhough you clearly know about what you’re thinking is true after reading this please and thank you. 
Grammar mistakes here and there, who cares lah I don’t live to please anyone. 

I just need to let things out.  

Dan kelam dalam gelisah yang tak teredah.

aaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh what the f*cking hell is going on with blogger? Been changing layout gazillion times the comment link still not appearing!

HELP. I'm stuck here.

Thursday, May 20, 2010

So I look in your direction, but you pay me no attention.

:D 1 more day till our temporary freedoooommmmmm!

Haha the last time I checked, I was mentioning about finishing this freakin' mid year exam in 10 more days. *points down*

... but now, less than 24 hours I'll be finishing my 23rd paper! Woooots. But wait till I get all the results, not gonna be as excited as this anymore. hmphhh.

that's what I meant with the temporary freedom! oh and 'cause we still have other tests and SPM.

So yeahhhhh, back to sejarah again! bye.

burn burn burn the midnight oil baby

Tuesday, May 18, 2010

Oh tell me goodbye, oh tell me goodbye.


sorta, kinda. Well, happy birthday Tae Yang! <3 :D

Friday, May 14, 2010

Take my time, take away the pressure on my mind.

"I'm too young for tears in the night,
And it's to soon for this to be right.
Don't wanna mess with your pride;
The questions not when but why."


The final countdown.


I can see an E already for Biology on my report card sheet.

.. but who cares lah. ugh.

Friday, May 7, 2010


isn't this the cutest heels everrrrrrr? omg omg omg buy me this imma kissy kiss you
this one osoooo! aisshhh
creative much? :) where can I get this?
#fact - imma sucker for cameras. oh yeah 

open-a-lens. brrrr

 ♥  ♥  ♥ 

p/s : saya keboringan tahap gaban, formspring saya okeh?

Thursday, May 6, 2010

Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars? I could really use a wish right now, wish right now.

the same wish is still on the list, forever will be.